I now believe the reason I've been feeling sick is the reason why I've been holding on this for so long.
Loosing you was giving away a huge part of myself, my identity and I think I'll never get that back.
I miss you everyday, miss your smell, the funny sound of your toe beans walking against my bedroom floor.
You were (and are) soul from my soul, as I told you so many times.
I wish I had one more chance to tell you how you are my whole world.
I love you till all the worlds colapse.
